Almost Ridiculous

She again and again can find nothing. It should not be suffered- being pregnant with text unfinished for so long it's almost ridiculous.

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It should not be suffered- being pregnant with text unfinished for so long. She again and again can find nothing. It's almost ridiculous.

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She can find nothing- (I can't sleep don't want to sleep)- Again and again. It's almost ridiculous - (this precious time when it's quiet)- being pregnant with text - (when no one needs me and no one is calling my name I can't sleep)- unfinished so long - (I can be sleepy for them. They won't notice. They don't notice anyway.) It should not be suffered.

It's almost ridiculous - (can't sleep won't sleep). Again and again she can find nothing. (I can sleep another time) It should not be suffered- being pregnant with text (They don't notice anyway) unfinished for so long.

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She can find nothing. She can find nothing. She can find nothing. (this precious time when they're all asleep and they don't need anything from me- why do they need so much from me?) Again and again and again and again and again (and they don't even notice -those selfish fuckers) She can find nothing. She is pregnant with text (I can't sleep won't sleep I'll be sleepy for them what do they care anyway) She is pregnant with text unfinished for so long so long so long so long. It should not be suffered (i suffer) It should not be suffered ( i suffer and they don't notice) It should not be suffered. (i suffer) She can find nothing. She can find nothing. (this precious time) It's almost ridiculous.

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She is pregnant with text unfinished (why did i ever get pregnant?) She can find nothing (they don't notice anyway) She suffers (for what? that bastard on the couch?) It's almost ridiculous.

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She again and again can find nothing.(this precious time) It should not be suffered (this precious time)- being pregnant with text unfinished (this precious time) for so long. (i suffer) It's almost ridiculous.